Mummy's Thoughts - Part 10

A minor matter can simply trigger my emotions sometimes. At times, I can't stand my own emotions. ;p

Well, what is it this time, Mummy Esther?

Lily was so nice to come over to visit us in the mid morning. She carried Cayenne and fed her some bread. But this time I observed Cayenne seemed to be alittle reserved in front of Lily. We sat down to chat & Cayenne kinda of struggled to get down and sat on my laps instead. I felt abit "pai say" cos Cayenne used to be so so close to Lily, to the extent that Cayenne called her "Mama" & didn't want to follow us back home when we went to pick her in the evening.

Anyway, Lily & I continued our chat, updating each other on our lives, especially little Cayenne's one.

Lily carried Cayenne again & told her "Come, Auntie bring you to Auntie's house." Hmm... This time round, Cayenne rejected and struggled to get free from Lily, crying. In the end, back to my arms again. I kept telling Cayenne that she cannot like that, Auntie Lily has been taking care of her since young etc. But Cayenne simply ignore my words, just kept crying. Lily, I suppose she expected this outcome, assured me that it was like that one, cos almost 2 weeks she didn't see Cayenne, so Cayenne kinda of "forgotten" her. Lily kept saying it was alright.

Upon hearing these, emotions flow within me. I felt sad, "pai say"... Am thinking if I am Lily, for sure I'll be heartbroken. But then again, guess Lily is used to this hard reality. She has been taking care of so many babies. Come & go, that is so common. Hmm... ... ...