Christmas' Eve 09 - Part 2

Went to coffeeshop to have a simple yet delicious dinner. ;)

姑姑和大侄儿
父子俩


Jann bought a yummy chocolate log cake.

GrandFather & his grandchildren

Christmas' Eve 09 - Part 1

Was clearing my leave, so didn't bring Cayenne over to Lily's place.

As it was raining heavily the whole morning, I let my Double Cs wore long.

Keeping her hair bands, clips in her personal "BMW"

My Darling Cayden!

Postures still the same, didn't change much. Haha... Can't wait for him to start to crawl, stand, walk! ;p

Darling Cayenne's 2nd OVERSEAS TRIP

Cayenne's 2nd trip - JB (Haha...)

Deep in her thoughts
Now she likes to stand and walk around

Don't want to sit baby chair at all

Let her drink the sour plum drink

Look @ her expression! Ha...

Went to the famous "don't know what's the shop's name" shop to eat lunch. Dennis knows & he always tell me BUT I simply can't remember! ;p

Went to Giant to do groceries shopping

My super long weekend with my Double Cs

23rd December 09, Wednesday, Dennis & I brought Darling Cayenne to JB. Her 2nd OVERSEAS trip. Haha...

24th December 09, Thursday, Dennis supposed to have a golf game in the afternoon & not joining the family for Christmas dinner. But game cancelled, so he was back home to HELP in taking care of our Double Cs. Haha...

Cooked pasta for Cayenne & she finished almost 3/4! Was very happy plus her milk intake is .... One word to describe - GREAT! ;p

Told Dennis about his Darling's improvement in meal (though only just ONE meal, I couldn't help but to share my joy with him). Now, as long as my Darling eats slightly more than half bowl, I am very delightful! Is it too strong a word to use? Must be so 夸张 to use this word? Haha...

BUT, guess what. Think Cayenne is really very "pan tan".After I "praise" her in front of her Daddy, her following meals over the next few days drop again! Super sian.

25th December 09, Friday, we brought our Double Cs to Novena Square in the mid morning. In the evening, brought Cayenne to Causeway point.

26th December 09, Saturday, visited their paternal grandmother @ Bedok. Weather was super warm as we were at the coffeeshop. After lunch, headed to expo to do some shopping. Went home to rest. Evening brought Cayenne with my Dad for some taiwanese food @ BP Plaza. Cayenne had so much fun eating fried sweet potatoes. Managed to feed her probably less than 10 TEASPOONS of rice mixed with meat dumplings. I GIVE UP.

27th December 09, Sunday, the Chua Family "ROT" @ home. Haha...

Mummy's Thoughts - Part 15

Took leave on Wednesday onwards as Lily wasn't free to take care of Cayenne on that day. Told her I won't be bringing Cayenne over as I was also on leave on Thursday. So Lily was having a super long weekend ;p Haha...


Actually looked very forward to spend time with my Darling Cayenne. But things seemed to not going towards my wishes. Or maybe I was too RIGID? EPECTATIONS too high? Sigh...

Was pretty upset last night that I felt like I needed to go away. (Oops, think I have said countless times?) I kept telling Darling Cayenne to be good girl, behave properly, be independent in case Mummy isn't around. Ha... SUPER FUNNY. As if Darling Cayenne can understand me.

Going to make a MAJOR decision soon but SCARED. Felt there is something not going right for me, my life. My life? DO I STILL HAVE MY LIFE after 15th February 2008??

UPSET, UNHAPPY, ANGRY are the three words that describe me NOW. & the cause of it? YOU. YOU SHOULD KNOW.

What's wrong, Darling?

My Darling Cayenne vomitted milk out last night after almost finishing the feed. I was sleeping in my room while she was in Jann's room with her Daddy. Was having a terrible headache since yesterday lunch. Popped medicine also no use.

Suddenly heard her cries, quickly "jumped" up from bed to attend to her. Dennis told me she vomitted out some milk. Cleaned & changed her. Was thinking, "Not again, Darling. Mummy really got phobia of you vomitting."

AND guess what, (lucky I'm a LIGHT sleeper), I heard her making the "want-to-vomit" sound around 11plus in the night. Quickly woke up and carried down from the bed, alas, Cayenne vomitted again. I really scared. Scare virus again.

Cleaned her & wanted her to drink some water to "wash away" the sour milk but she simply didn't want to as she was very sleepy. No choice, let her sleep.

Asked my helper to clean the area near Cayden's cot as Cayenne just vomitted beside his cot! Was worried if there were virus around, scared Cayden would get infected. *Touchwood*

Told Dennis that I would bring Cayenne to sleep in Jann's room. As I really scare if Cayenne got virus inside her stomach, scare it might spread to Cayden. AND GUESS WHAT her Daddy said to me. I was fuming mad. Dennis told me "Nevermind, just let her sleep with us." I told him "But I scare will spread to Cayden" & my DEAR HUBBY told me "Anyway, the room already got it (meaning Cayenne's vomit, if got virus, should already "filled up" the room)

I was pretty upset as he didn't seem to get concerned over his children's well beings. I stared at him blankly and told him, "We should minimize the spreading of virus" *ANGRY*

My 22 months old Cayenne

Went to BP Plaza as Dennis was still feeling hungry after dinner.

Don't know why of late, Cayenne loves to squat down.

Her favourite Barney!

Enjoying her stars biscuits

Trying to snatch my camera