Today is the "last day" @ Lily's place. From next Monday onwards, Cayenne will be officially at home under my care. Look very forward to spending time with Cayenne but at the same time, feel anxious, scared... Haha... You guys must be wondering what is there to be scared of. I scare I do not know Cayenne's needs and wants. I scare I might not be able to take good care of her. I scare I'm not as attentive and caring as Lily. Hmm... I sound like I'm so useless. Guess I'm putting alot of pressure onto myself. But I must admit that I do not have much confidence in taking care and handling of children. Playing/entertaining kids is my strong point only. ;p
Lily knows Cayenne best cos she has been with Lily since she is 6 wks old. I only take care of her during nights and weekends. So if to compare, Lily knows and understands my little Darling more and well.
Now with Cayden, I have to make sure I strike a balance between them. In whatever situation, I'll try my best & put in my best effort to take care of my Double Cs.
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