Cayenne's such a Darling!

YES, she is!!! Dennis & Jann brought Cayenne to visit me. Initally when she saw me, she got the blurred look. Guess she was surprised to see me in the ward. But just a short while, she was ok. Came over to kiss me. I kept telling her that Mummy miss her alot.

Told her that her di di Cayden has arrived and got a little present for her. A light yellow elephant. She hugged the elephant a while then threw one side. Seemed like not interested. Haha... She was more interested in the surrounding, walking and playing hide-&-seek with Daddy.

Asked her where her 弟弟 was. She immediately pointed to Cayden. We were surprised that she didn't point to my tummy. & the best part was she wasn't jealous of me carrying Cayden at all. Dennis was carrying her and she wanted to lean towards me. Not because she wanted me to carry her or sayang her. It was because... ... ... She wanted to kiss and sayang Cayden!!! We didn't ask her to do that. She automatically wanted to do so!

So you see, how could I not proud of my Darling Cayenne?! Cayenne was really such a darling!

After the visiting hours, Dennis & Jann brought Cayenne back home while I took some rest. Evening time, Vivian came to visit me & shortly after, my family came again. ;)

Told Dennis that seemed like our Cayenne didn't like the toy that 弟弟 bought for her. Dennis told me that Cayenne loved it! She kept hugging it when she reached home. So now the elephant is her sleeping partner. ;)

Every now and then we would ask her, where is the elephant that 弟弟 bought for her? She will go and take it or look for it. ;)

Mummy's Thoughts - Part 3

Am very happy to be able to deliver my Darling #2 Cayden naturally without epidural. I'm always a passive person, I always think that I won't be able to do it. But I did it!

Probably due to motherhood, I told myself that I must try. & most importantly to stay sane and relaxed throughout the delivery process.

I recalled telling myself that when I delivered my Darling #1 Cayenne. ;)

Both delivery experiences are differently. Alot of experienced mummies told me that when your baby is ready to come out, you will have the urge to push. I'm not too sure about it. I am thinking, how can that be?! You are already in so much pain, how can you still push? I always think the pain is ENOUGH to kill you than to make you to push.

But I was wrong. And I am glad to be able to experience the wonderful feelings of able to push my Darling #2 Cayden out to this world! ;)