Friday, May 7, 2010

3 of us cried...

Cayden was cranky on one of the nights and kept on crying even though he was sleepy. I carried him, immediately he kept silent. Thinking he might want his Mummy to pat. But alas, Cayenne saw me carrying Cayden, she immediately ran to me and said "抱我". I told her nicely that 弟弟 needs Mummy now, let Mummy take care of 弟弟 first and I will come back to you. But this girl refused to co-operate. My helper took over Cayden from me, I was reluctant to pass Cayden to her. Cayden looked at me with his SAD face. Once my helper carried him, he immediately burst into crying! I was so heartpained that I immediately carried him. Crying stopped. But Cayenne cried upon seeing me carrying Cayden. Dennis helped to carry Cayden but Cayden was hugging me so tightly, refused to let go. He cried again when Dennis carried him. I was so upset and I scolded Cayenne that if she refused to let Mummy carried 弟弟, Mummy won't carry her as well!

My poor Darling Cayden! I felt so helpless and useless that my son wanted me yet I can't be there for him! Dennis brought Cayenne to my Dad's room and Cayenne cried when I was outside. I was helpless. Wanted to carry Cayden so much yet I knew my little girl. She would cry non stop, even Dennis couldn't handle her.

So in the end, I went to the room and spoke to Cayenne. Told her nicely about what happened just now and Mummy wished that she could let Mummy take care of 弟弟. She refused. Dennis told me "Let her be" & I walked out from the room, immediately she cried again.

By then, Cayden was sleeping in my helper's arms. Felt heartpain again. Sigh... Went into the room shortly and immediately Cayenne stopped crying. I looked at her, my tears dropped.

I cried because my Double Cs wanted me yet I can't be with them at the same time.

I cried because I felt so helpless and useless when Double Cs wanted me at the same time.

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Baby Cayden's Firsts and Development Growth

15th November 09 (Sunday) - Haircut, Swimming & Body Massage
15th December 09 (Tuesday) - HappyBellies Brown Rice Cereal into milk feed

27th December 09 (Sunday) - Tries Apple
02th January 10 (Saturday) - HB Cereal Breakfast
18th January 10 (Monday) - Left Bottom Central Incisor

25th January 10 (Monday) - Sits without support
24th January 10 (Sunday) - HB Cereal Lunch
26th January 10 (Tuesday) - Introduces MG2 for 2nd milk feed

29th January 10 (Friday) - Tries Steamed Apple
30th January 10 (Saturday) - Tries Avocado
02nd February 10 (Tuesday) - Right Bottom Central Incisor,
Tries sweet potato
07th February 10 (Sunday) - HB Oatmeal Cereal, Mashed Banana
12th February 10 (Friday) - Stands without support 5 seconds 17th February 10 (Wednesday) - Tries Steamed Pear, 2 Cereals
19th February 10 (Friday) - Sweet Potato Porridge
22nd February 10 (Monday) - Potato Porridge
24th February 10 (Wednesday) - Carrot Porridge
25th February 10 (Thursday) - Tries Prune
26th February 10 (Friday) - Spinach Porridge
07th March 10 (Sunday) - Heinz Biscuits with Milk
10th March 10 (Wednesday) - Tries Rock Melon
11th March 10 (Thursday) - Marrow Green Melon Porridge
14th March 10 (Sunday) - Pumpkin Porridge
18th March 10 (Thursday) - Zuchinni Porridge
19th March 10 (Friday) - Crawls Forward, Tries Avocado with Banana, Brown Rice with White Rice Porridge
27th March 10 (Saturday) - Butternut Squash Porridge
29th March 10 (Monday) - Tries Papaya
12th April 10 (Monday) - Upper Left & Right Central Incisors
16th April 10 (Friday) - Silver Fish Stock for Porridge
21st April 10 (Wednesday) - HappyBaby Organic Puffs
27th April 10 (Tuesday) - Sits from crawl position
01st May 10 (Saturday) - Tries Egg Yolk
05th May 10(Wednesday) - "Pauls Natural" Yoghurt with Mashed Banana
10th May 10 (Monday) - Stands from sitting holding onto cot
15th May 10 (Saturday) - Top Left, Right Lateral Incisor Teeth
16th May 10 (Sunday) - Stands few seconds without support
17th May 10 (Monday) - Minced Pork Porridge
18th May 10 (Tuesday) - Broccoli in Porridge
24th May 10 (Monday) - Tries Cheese
27th May 10 (Thursday) - Tries "Ngor" Fish (Threadfin Fish)
02nd June 10 (Wednesday) - Tries Bao
11th June 10 (Friday) - Tries Chicken Thigh, Walks 1 step
12th June 10 (Saturday) - Wallk 2, 3 steps
17th June 10 (Thursday) - Tries ice cream
19th June 10 (Saturday) - Top Left, Right Canine (Cuspid)
21st June 10 (Monday) - Drinks from straw
23rd June 10 (Wedesday) - Mee Sua Soup
24th June 10 (Thursday) - Old Melon Pork Ribs Soup with Mee Sua
03rd July 10 (Saturday) - Cayden walks at least 6,7 steps!
04th July 10 (Sunday) - Tries Hotcake
05th July 10 (Monday) - Left & Right Lateral Incisor
11th July 10 (Sunday) - Do "Full" action
12th July 10 (Monday) - Tries French Fries
13th July 10 (Tuesday) - Introduces MG3 for 2nd milk feed
14th July 10 (Wednesday) - Says "Don't want"
20th July 10 (Tuesday) - Kway Tiao Soup
23rd July 10 (Friday) - Walks Officially
24th July 10 (Sat) - Macaroni Soup
25th July 10 (Sun) - Steamed rice with minced pork/pumpkin
30th July 10 (Fri) - Steamed rice with Pan Fried Salmon, Egg Tofu
16th August 10 (Mon) - Tries Quinoa Seeds Porridge
18th August 10 (Wed) - Tries Oatmilk
21st August 10 (Sat) - Tries Millet

Cayenne's Expressions

Cayenne's Expressions

Happy & Cheerful Cayenne

Happy & Cheerful Cayenne

Cayden's NB Pictures

Cayden's NB Pictures