Mummy has COLLASPED...

Sigh, being a useless Mummy, I have fell sick on Friday. Merely 1 week since Cayenne admitted and discharged from hospital and Double Cs on nebulizer after that, my body gave way... USELESS!!!

I felt feverish, aching and shivering when came back from hopsital on Friday. I prayed hard not to collaspe, not when my Double Cs need me most at this time... Quickly popped medicine but still felt sick...

Dennis rushed back on Friday night & he has to continue his work trip on Monday. Last night, I had no choice but to ask Dennis if it was possible to delay his work trip in the Monday afternoon. I was still feeling very weak last night. Today I need to clean up Cayden's cot, change bedsheets, sweep/mop floors, prepare porridge before Cayden boy comes home. Lucky Dennis can fetch our son back.

Past few days been terrible... Been running to and back from hospital. Early morning 6am I woke up to do the housework, prepare porridge for Double Cs. When Cayenne woke up, prepared milk, medicine, and do nebulizer, bathed before we rushed to hospital... I even brought the machine to hospital as Cayenne needed to do nebulizer in the afternoon... Evening 7, 8 plus, back home, bathed, milk, medicine, nebulizer, wash clothes, bottles before sleep. Alot of things to do! Oh yes, for the past few days, Cayenne didn't take her nap at all. She was so happy in the hospital... Sigh...

When I reached hospital, I took over from my helper so that she could catch some rest... So in the end, I myself didn't rest well... But how to rest when my Double Cs need me?

Back home...

Cayden has discharged today 27th September 2010... When Doctor told me Cayden still couldn't discharge on Saturday, my heart sank... My boy really got problems with the hateful PHELGM!

Now he is still napping, already 2 hours. Hope he can sleep more. He hasn't been sleeping well for the past few days and nights... Cayden boy was so cranky and discomfort in the hospital. Kept making noises. Hope he will be better at home...