Recovered!

Cayenne finally recovered! & back to her naughty self again. Keke... Past 1 week plus, her appetite was simply zero. Now she has been asking for milk, bread, noodles, porridge, rice, soup etc. So happy!

I have decided to...

Trust my helper, that is. Hee... Had a massage session on Tuesday, was pouring my "woes" to Grace (my ML). She is kind enough to listen to my 牢骚. She advised me to trust the maid. Even Lily told me that too. She told me that she thinks my helper is obedient and is one who is willing to work. I should learn to trust her. Well, I did.

Today, I let my helper handle Cayden's feeding unless if I latch him. So far she is doing a decent job. Hope she can maintain this way. Tomorrow I'll teach her to bath Cayden and dress/diaper change.

Actually my helper is very "cute". As I stress on the point that Cayden must be burped during his feed, probably she felt the stress. And when Cayden finally burps and sometimes very loud, my helper will laugh and quickly told me that 弟弟 burped. She felt a sense of achievement and satisfaction. Haha...

Just now I was in the room pumping milk and she was in the living hall feeding Cayden, I could hear Cayden's loud burp, my helper laughed so loudly and kept praising Cayden "Good Boy". Haha...

Guess sometimes, I shouldn't hold onto certain issues so stubbornly. Let go! LET GO! Now I'm telling myself this!

Hope things will turn out better for me. ;)

My "nightmare" starts on... (;p)

17th August 09, Monday! Haha... I have to handle Cayden myself from feeding, diaper changing, bathing etc. Made me wondered how I managed to clear the "obstacle" during Cayenne's time. ;p

I didn't let my helper to handle Cayden at all. Main reason is I still don't trust her. I haven't let go and trust her.

And guess what, I was down with abit of flu and felt feverish. What a Monday for me. Felt so tired and no appetite and have to handle Cayden. Finally evening came and I asked Dennis to take leave on Tuesday to take over. I didn't even dare to step out of my house to go and see doctor on Monday, scared to leave my Cayden with my helper alone.

Anyway back to the taking care of Cayden, I started off with feeding him then then bath time. Kinda of loss when bathing him, but still not too bad as compared to Cayenne's time. This time probably with experience, I'm more relaxed, and Cayden seems to enjoy in the water. ;)

Finally it was OVER...

My confinement month. Haha... Anyway, I wasn't being "confined" at all. Been doing the opposites & my confinement lady never stopped me. Talking about my confinement lady, she is not good at all. The only good thing about her is she spends time in feeding and burping my Cayden which I like. Other than this, cooking sucks, no advise from her about the confinement stuff etc, no tonics for me (only when my Dad asked her to prepare, then she prepared). Same for the soups. One very bad attitude of the confinement lady is she always pushes the blame to my helper and other people except herself. Really cannot stand her. Terrible right? My Dad was super super un-pleased with her. Haha...