Updates

I have been getting lazy to update our Chuas' blog... Realized that the last updated blog was 2 months ago! Ha...

Daddy Chua switches to a new job lately which require less flying. So he has more time for Cs. I need him to bond with Cs so that I can get out! To take a breather! Sometimes staying at home with two toddlers with age so near is a challenge! Siblings rivalry, jealousy, fighting for attention are simply too much for me to digest. I know that this is a growing up phase, who doesn't know right? But really not easy...

Of cos there are times whereby my Cs are lovable, cute. It is when they play happily together, protect & take care of each other & laugh happily together.

Very soon, in fact next month, Cayden boy is attending the same CC as Cayenne. *Tears* I'm such a useless Mummy! I already had the experience during Cayenne's time (December 2010) but I just cannot help but to feel sad and 不舍得 again... Just recalled back Cayenne crying & struggling badly when the teacher carried her inside... My heart still aches when I recalled...

I think (I hope so) my Cayden boy can adapt better. *Pray hard* It is really tormenting to go through the whole crying process again. *Stress* *Frustration*

It is good to let him go to school to learn and play & good for me too. I have been "stuck" in the house for too long. I hardly meet my friends (I wonder if my friends have already erased me in their lives), no ME Time unless you say those hours when Cs are napping, sleeping are my ME time...

I hardly chat with anyone except my Cs, grannies or aunties whom I meet downstairs @ playground, supermarkets etc... I feel so sorry for myself when I pen this down! Haha... But of cos I cannot blame anyone since I made the decision to be a SAHM.

If only I can be "hard hearted" to put my Cs in CC from 7am to 7pm, I won't be staying at home.

If only my Mother is still around, I won't be staying at home either.

So many "If only"... Haha...

Now I keep myself that this difficult phase will pass, I just have to bear with it & it will be over. I guess once both Cs in CC, I got at least some hours for myself to rest & re-charge. I'll be a better person, a better Mummy to my Cs...

East Coast Park 12th November 2011, Saturday

Supposed to have a picnic @ ECP but after breakfast @ McDonalds, started to drizzle the moment we stepped onto the sand! Argh! So in the end walked back... In the end, we went to Expo & then headed home...

Nevermind, we'll try again next time! Haha...

Turi Beach Resort 6th - 7th November 2011

Cayenne's Zoo Trip on 6th Oct 2011, Thursday

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Double Cs' Recent Pictures

Updates on Double Cs

Lately due to the unpredictable weather, my Cs finally collapsed. Heard that many little kids have fallen due to the weather but my Cs could still withstand the virus or sickness for quite some time. It was quite some time before they fell sick this time.

After seeing GP and taking 1 week medicine, my Cs still no signs of recovering.. In fact Cayenne got worse! High fever on 07th September 2011 after my Dad's BD dinner till 08th September. Brought her to TCM. I always want to try TCM cos ultimately IMO, chinese medicine is more suitable. Last time I used to feed western medicine till I scare... So many medicine.

This time I can see the improvement after taking a few days of chinese medicine! Very relieved. Am glad to make the switch. My Cs have recovered quite well so far and I am hoping that with chinese medicine or herbs, can help to build my Cs' bodies to be stronger & healthy! ;)

Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve, 13th September 2011 Tuesday

Brought Double Cs to the reserve to get near the the natural environment, breathe in the fresh air and of cos get under the HOT sun... I was grumbling about the weather. Hee.. Dennis always like to bring his Darlings to nature parks, under the sun etc... Of cos I like to but if only the weather is not hot. Hmm, how nice if we can stroll in the parks, play at the beaches during autumn!

If Singapore has autumn, I don't mind to bring my Darlings to parks everyday!!! ;p