2nd Day @ CC

2nd day! Worried that I might have a hard time coaxing Cayenne to wear her uniform, go School etc... As last evening and night, we asked her if she wanted to go School again. She said "NO"...

This morning arrived & same as yesterday, prepared milk and let her drank. While she was drinking, I changed my clothes. She asked me "Mummy, go where?" "Go School with you" I replied her. "No, I dun want go School" That was what my little girl replied me. I reminded her that she was having such a happy time in School yesterday etc... Still said "NO"... Argh...

Then suddenly she told me this sentence "Mummy goes School" I immediately replied her "Yes, Mummy goes School, Baby wants to bring Mummy goes School?" "Yes" she said. Haha... So I quickly took this chance to change her into her uniform... Lucky no struggle... ;p

Dennis was able to send his little girl to CC this morning... As he was flying off to work in the midmorning... So Daddy, Mummy & little girl walked to School. Well, I should say Cayenne was being carried all the way to School. Haha...

When we about to reach the CC, one of the teachers saw us and informed Miss Chow (Hope I got her name right) that her Cayenne was here. HER Cayenne! Haha... Cayenne likes Miss Chow. I'm glad that Cayenne manages to find someone whom she is comfortable with.

But then when Miss Chow came over to carry her, she immediately cried, refusing to let me go. I was carrying her. Even I wanted to put her on the floor to remove the shoes, she refused... But managed to... And Miss Chow carried her and "sayang" her and brought her into the classroom. This time, I was cool. I keep telling myself that it is part of her growing process. After that, Dennis and I left the School. I didn't feel so much pain as yesterday. Hee... I asked Dennis that when he saw his little girl cried, if he felt heartpained anot... He said alittle bit..

Went back to fetch her around 12pm. She was quietly reading her book. When she saw me, she looked calm. And Miss Chow told her that her Mummy was fetching her home. Cayenne simply looked at me and then her book, then walked to the shelf and get another book and sat down and read!!! Should I be happy or sad? Haha...

Of cos happy! Miss Chow told me that Cayenne can adapt quite well, independent. Then I told Miss Chow if that's the case, I just "loitered" outside the CC, would come back to fetch her home before the other kids nap @ 12.30pm. So I walked out, stand near the window so that I could see my little girl... Then I heard her asking "Mummy where?" Her little friend pointed out the window as she saw me "There!" I quickly dodged away. Haha... Then I walked back to the gate and Miss Chow told me that Cayenne wanted to go home. Ha...

While Cayenne was wearing her shoes, I asked Miss Chow if she cried long after she carried her her to the classroom, how her appetite was. Did she self feed etc... As yesterday Cayenne wanted the teacher to feed her. Miss Chow told me that her appetite was good! Self fed and ate 2 bowls of porridge! Fruit served was green pear. She didn't like so she told the teacher "I don't want green pear" Haha...

Then Cayenne told me a "Kor kor" knocked her lips while @ playground. So I asked Miss Chow. She said yes, just alittle bit and Cayenne complained to her. Haha... I quickly told Miss Chow that we taught her to tell the teachers should there be any accidents. So that the teachers can take note just in case if anything serious.

After that, Cayenne said "Goodbye, Teacher". And we headed home...

Asked her again if she wanted to go School tomorrow. She said "Yes"... Well, let's see... Haha...

Time alone with Cayden *FINALLY*

After I got home from CC, I brought my Cayden downstairs to walk. Time to spend TIME with my Cayden boy... Played and entertained him. I could tell that Cayden today was very happy. Kept laughing and smiling...

I wonder if he thinks "FINALLY MY MUMMY IS TAKING CARE OF ME". Hee... ;p

Son, hope to make up to you in time to come... ;)

Cayenne's 1st Day @ CC! 1st December 2010, Wednesday

So fast! Today has arrived! I woke up early... *Yawn* So long didn't wake up so early. ;p

Had my breakfast & coffee before preparing Cayenne's milk feed for her. She was still sleeping. Intention was to let her join in the breakfast with her new little friends @ 8.30am. But we were late. Hee... I woke her up around 8.15am for her milk. & got ready her uniform...

BUT got a hiccup! (EXPECTED).. Cayenne told me that she didn't want to go to School. She didn't want the uniform... Started to cry.. *1st Heartpain*

Told her gently that she was going to School to play with many little friends... Still shook her head indicating "NO", told her the uniform was her FAVOURITE colour... Her red/pink/purple bag etc... "NO" was what I got from her this morning...

Tried not to show her my "panickness" & heartpain, kept encouraging her and reminding her what I had promised her that was, to pick her up after her lunch and bath. Mummy would sure turn up to wait for her... Slowly she agreed to change into her uniform... What a relief...

Took some pictures before leaving home

Along the way, I carried my little Baby... When we reached the School, I was telling myself to keep cool.

Cayenne wanted to have breakfast. Though we were late, the teacher still let her have one small bowl of cereal. Cayenne insisted that I joined in the class. The teacher told me to accompany her awhile... While she was sitting to have her breakfast, I stood @ one side. Cayenne kept looking up, she wanted to see me around... Then she stood up and held my hand said that she wanted to play. I told her excitedly that she could join the little friends to play... Mummy couldn't stay in the classroom as no other Mummies stayed. But my little Baby kept pulling my hand. She strongly sensed that it was truth that afterall her Mummy wasn't going to stay in the classroom with her that she started to look worried and scared... I could tell from her eyes... *2nd heartpain*

Quickly grabbed my arms and wanted me to carry. I carried her and she started to cry... The teacher came and carried her away from me. She cried badly... My eyes got teary... Almost wanted to cry out as well! *3rd heartpain*

I walked out of the centre but still loitering around but I made sure Cayenne didn't see me around... Soon her crying stopped... But I caught her looking up to the window... Probably trying to look for me... *4th heartpain*

I cried eventually when I was walking away from the centre... Felt really really heartpain. Didn't know how to describe why I felt this way...

I called the principal to check on Cayenne, Jane (Principal) told me that Cayenne was doing good. Did cry again due to a boy crying so badly that some of the earlier 2008 kids were also affected by him. The teacher pacified Cayenne and she stopped her crying. Jane also informed me that the teacher feedback to her that Cayenne listens to reasoning... Which is good. I'm proud of my Baby... ;)

Went back to fetch her @ 12pm and she was very excited to tell me what she was doing in the centre. She told me she ate lunch, papaya, play toys, play slide, cried in School etc... So cute... I asked her if she still want to go to School, I heard a loud "YES"!

Well, let hope tomorrow will be better!!! ;)

Darling Cayenne is going to School tomorrow!

Brought out the bag that I long ago bought for Cayenne. She got so excited about the bag. We have been telling her that she is going to School. Sometimes she says she doesn't want to go to school, sometimes she will say "Mummy follows Baby go School", sometimes she says she want to go school. Ha...

Cayenne is going to Childcare Centre tomorrow 1st December 2010, Wednesday!

I do feel excited BUT then I don't know why I feel more "loss" & 不舍得 so strongly since last week... Early November when I brought her to do the registration, I felt more excited about her going to School. But now I feel the other way... I wish I can keep my little Baby with me all the times. But of cos I know it is impossible...

Despite my current feelings now, I try not to show out to her. I want her to enjoy School as much as possible, so positive comments and feelings on going to School are very important.

Baby (This is what we call her), hope you enjoy School & can adapt well...

Sigh... 好不舍得! Oops! ;p

Shopping

Having our LATE lunch @ 2plus pm...

Double Cs in PJs

Close up of Cayden boy...

2 Terrors!

MESS in Jann's room! Culprits : Andre & Cayenne

Helped my brother to babysit Andre for few hours... My 1st time... Conclusion : TIRED! Haha...

Andre & Cayenne were playing in Jann's room (I made them to as Cayden was napping in my room). I didn't want the two terrors to wake up my Cayden boy. ;p

I tried to make them nap after milk but mission FAILED. Andre doesn't have the habit of napping in the afternoon. & Cayenne seeing her cousin playing and talking, definitely she won't nap as well. So I GIVE UP...

Finally my brother came & I gladly pass his little terror back to him. Keke... I told my SIL that I really "pity" her to handle such an ACTIVE boy. Really tiring to handle. ;p

Cayden boy woke up and joining the fun. ;)

Waited for Dennis to come back. Headed to BP Plaza for dinner as we were celebrating Aaron's good PSLE results.

Must mention here. I'm proud of my Darling nephew Aaron! Well done, boy! ;)