1st Saturday without Dennis around...

Had an extremely BUSY SHACKED TIRED Saturday. No joke. Woke up ard 6.30am & been "working" non-stop till 9pm. Arghh...

I shouldn't have stated 6.30am woke up, since I gotta to handle Cayden during the midnight. Haha...

Well anyway, nowadays Cayenne is like a koala to me. Have to carry her if go downstairs & even @ home, Jann wanted to bring her go downstairs to at least let me had a short breather also cannot. Initially she wanted to go but as I needed to talk to Jann about something, Cayenne saw me (They were already outside the gate & Cayenne wanted Jann to carry her) & refused to go down with Jann. Kept holding onto the gate. Sigh...

This young lady lately very strange. Don't want to wear her diapers. Kinda of use alittle harsh tone and force on her. "Ah..." She cried. Cayenne is such a Missy, alittle bit will cry or scream. Can't stand her man! Worse is that those are fake cries and screams...

So today got "scolded" by me at least 3 times? Or more? Felt so tired, really. So many things on hand that I have to take care of. I handled Cayenne mostly while my helper took care of Cayden. But on and off, I still gotta to care for my son right. Just couldn't let my helper do all the job right. & on top of that, I need to supervise and TRAIN my helper to be multi-task in order not to waste time. Time to me now is simply too precious! Haha...

Busy till 12pm then took my breakfast! Could you believe that?! & my lunch... 3plus in the afternoon. Dinner is normal time 7plus in the evening...

Conclusion of my 1st Saturday without Dennis around (TO HELP of cos) : I almost went "mad"! ;p Lucky Jann was around to help me with my 2 kids. Thanks, Jann! Really appreciated your help.

Am thinking right now... Am I cut to be a SAHM? Hmm...