"Alone" with Double Cs

During the night, I mean. Was worrying ever since I knew Dennis's Sweden trip in late August. Felt stressed, unhappy and kinda of disappointed that I have to handle my Cs alone. Of cos my Dad, Jann & the helper are around to assist me BUT I still think that Dennis being the husband and Daddy, should be around instead during Cayden's 1st few months. Am I asking too much or being unreasonable? ... ... ...

Well, what is done cannot be undone. Work is work. Guess Dennis also has no choice but to accept his assignment. (BUT who asks him to ask for transfer during the Chua's "critical" period?! Oops, am still "blaming" him. ;p)

Yesterday 23rd August 09, Sunday was the 1st night after 10pm without Dennis around. Lucky Jann & the helper were here to help me to handle Cayden while I handled my "Attitude" Chua a.k.a. Cayenne. Keke...

So far up till now, everything has been good. Should I say smooth sailing? Hmm... I dare not say so early. Since yesterday, I've been praying every night will be ok. Hope not too much "struggles" from my Double Cs. ;p

This Friday will be the last day @ Lily's place. Cayenne will be back in my hands from then. Hope I can take good care of her & Cayden, can prepare nutritious meals for her, can teach/play/entertain her without me losing my temper. Haha...

Guess this coming 2 months will be a test for me to see if I'm marked up to be a SAHM. If I can, I will send my application to the Chua Enterprise Managing Director a.k.a. Dennis Chua! Haha... ;p