I wanna break free!

Of cos not me! It's my Darling Cayenne! Haha...

She "auto broke" the sarong sleeping! Received sms from Jann while I was in KK on Saturday. Jann sms-ed saying Cayenne's sleeping habit had changed! Was very happy!

Since 18th July 09, Saturday, Cayenne has been co-sleeping with Dennis & me. ;)

Kinda of ironical. Most parents would want their kids to "break" the co-sleep habit when their kids get older BUT for the Chua Family, we do the opposite. Haha...

Though Cayenne isn't so "sticky" to me which I'm glad, she still needs me to be lie on the bed with her during naps and night sleeping. So when comes to sleeping times, I tend to be very BUSY if the timing clashes with Cayden's latching on time. I gotta to settle Cayden then "run" off to handle Cayenne ever since I got discharged from hospital. This lasted for at least 1 week plus. How I wish to have two MEs! So that I can handle both Cs concurrently. ;p

Then I decided to feed Cayden formula milk instead of direct latching around 8plus-9plus. This timing has been reserved for Cayenne. The confinement lady feeds Cayden while I lie with Cayenne on the bed around this timing. At least I won't get tired so easily. ;)

I had told myself that this time round, I would do better. Add stress on myself? Keke... Well, I think not. I told myself that I would strive to be a happy & relaxed Mummy this time.

Don't want to get so stressed over the breastfeeding issue as I was during Cayenne's time. With Cayenne around, I think probably I won't be able to last long with the breastfeeding. Cos Cayenne needs my attention as much as Cayden. It won't be fair if I neglect her just because I want to breastfeed Cayden. Afterall, I grew up on formula milk & am healthy too. So with this mentality in mind, I'm more of a happier and relaxed Mummy now. ;)