Forced myself to wake up to send Cayenne to CC this morning. Been asking her if she wants to go to school. Cayenne will always nod her head. I wonder if she really understand what her Mummy is saying anot. On the way, I will tell her that we are on the way to school, have teachers and little friends around to play with her. Trying to instill positive thinking into her little brain.
Same as 1st day. Same kids crying, one snatch toys from another. Then the kid will cry. Just two days @ CC, to be actual, only 2 hours there these 2 days, what I seen and hear is crying, teachers using stern voices to discipline the kids. Seriously thinking, so much crying everyday from the same kids or some other kids, will it have negative impact on the crying kids themselves as well as on other kids? ... ... ...
After awhile, the kids were brought to outdoor walk again. But this time walked to void deck and guess what. Teacher Lay Hoon told the kids "Let's do running!" & she started to lead. Boy! The kids got so excited and kept running. Some will follow Teacher Lay Hoon to run in circle, some will side track! So scared that the kids might hurt themselves!
Initially Cayenne wanted me to carry. I encouraged her to come down to join in the run. She saw the kids running, so she got pretty excited as well. Ran here and there. I was worried she might fall down. There was 1 kid who fell down, I wanted to go and help him up but I heard Teacher Lay Hoon told the kid "It's alright." I dare not go and help in the end.
After that, went back to classroom, washed hands, drank water and lunch time again. Kids ate very messy, bits of rice dropped here and there. I simply couldn't stand it man! ;p Cayenne will pick up the rice she dropped on the table, chair and passed to me to throw away. Today she only ate half plate of lunch cos she saw other kids eating apples so she wanted apple. But she was still hungry. How did I know that she was still hungry? Well, after apple, she picked up the rices from the table and even on the floor to put inside her mouth! Lucky I was there, quickly stopped her! Asked her if she was still hungry, she nodded her head!
At that moment, I was thinking, if I wasn't around, probably Cayenne will be eating the dropped rice by other kids! Eee... How disgusting & unhygienic!
As usual, after lunch, one teacher will start bathing the kids one by one. One will prepare the mattresses and milk & the 3rd teacher will help to look around the kids. But as the class has the youngest kid who is only 18 months old & he cries alot, so the 3rd teacher has to carry him, entertain him with toys. So the tables, chairs & floor are not clean yet. The kids are running and playing. The thing I couldn't stand is after bathing, the kid will go and sit on the chair or touch the dirty table, even step on the floor where there are some food on it. Upon seeing it, I felt "headache". After bath, the kid should be clean and smell fragrant. But instead, they got abit dirty again. And seriously, I don't think the teachers will wash their hands/feet again.
I don't have good impression of CC now in terms of taking care of the kids. Arghh... So how? What should I do? Should I continue to send Cayenne to CC tomorrow? OR is it me who is too fussy over hygiene, cleanliness? If I continue to send Cayenne to CC, I should close one eye? Can I do it?
One more thing, there are a few kids who are having cough, flu. YET the parents still send them to CC. This morning I met the Malay Mummy again. She told me her girl got the flu over the weekend after 2 days @ CC.
I'm really having headache! Spoke to Dennis just now. I eventually broke down in front of Cayenne in the room. Feel tired, feel stressed, feel headache... Cayenne is such a good Darling. She was kinda of surprised to see me cry, came over to sayang me, sayang my face...
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