Steamed Apple for Darling Cayden

Decided to steam apples for my Darling Cayden. Earlier on, I fed him pureed rose apple, he doesn't seem to like it. So am thinking, will try to use another method - Steaming.

More "troublesome" in preparation. Cut, slice & steam. After that, have to mash them up before feeding. But I must admit steamed apples tasted much much sweeter and nicer and smell fragnant too!

My Cayden is enjoying the steamed apples. ;)

Darling Cayden's Evening Pictures 27th January 2010, Wednesday

Cayden with Sunglasses

Mummy cutting Darling Cayden's fingernails

"Self Controlled" Mummy

Met up with my girlfriend for lunch @ Centrepoint. Was early so I popped over to Orchard OG's Kids department. Where else can I go right? Wanted to see if there's any nice white shoes for my Cayenne. Don't have... Disappointed. Hey but wait! I saw something more interesting (IMO)! ;p

That's ... ... ... Barney pyjamas! Haha... Cos my Cayenne is "crazy" over Barney. Ok, ok, not really that "crazy". Thought of getting the pyjamas for her but I CONTROLLED. I was already holding the pyjamas but think think, Cayenne still has 3 new sets which she hasn't wear yet. So I put it back to the shelf! Very unlikely of me!!!

There was one incident where I went shopping with Jann. Wanted to buy a pair of high heels but also controlled myself. Jann directly hinted to me, or rather told me straight into my face that I'm going to be a SAHM, why I need such high heels?! Haha... I jokingly told her, I can wear it to market. ;p

In my heart, am thinking. No chance for me to wear such high heels as I do not wish to risk my Darlings while carrying them. Hee... So in the end, the heels (I still like it very much) is back on the shelf. Haha...

Developments of my Double Cs

You will be SHOCKED!

Darling Cayenne now stands @ ... ... 91cm & finally weighs 12kg!


Darling Cayden is 66cm tall & his weight is ... ... 8.5kg! He is only 6 months old! Haha...

For both my Cs, both progress @ different directions. One is vertically up, the other is horizontally across... Haha...

But doesn't matter. As long as they are healthy and happy! ;)

Precious Time with my Darling Cayden now...

Cayenne will be with Lily till this Friday. So I really treasure every moment with my Darling Cayden now. So far this morning till now, I bathed Cayden in peace, fed him milk and patted him to sleep.

While holding Little Cayden in my arms, I feel so guilty towards him. Been neglecting my little chubby boy. Mummy will make up to you, Son. ;)

Wasn't free to answer any calls. Normally I won't answer calls while attending to my Darlings. Sms-ed Dennis what I did this morning till just now. Told him about my feelings. Dennis asked me to catch some rest before our Terror Cayenne back in the evening. Haha... Terror Cayenne! Even Daddy said so! ;p

Unofficial SAHM over the weekend...

Hee... Because Jann, Dennis were around to help me. ;p

But Daddy Chua seems to let go most tasks. & things got worse when I hurt my back during Saturday early morning. Was sleeping sideway on the edge of my bed cos my Darling Cayenne was squeezing and sleeping besides me. And I don't wish to disturb her sleep. So poor Mummy got to sleep in a straight line, some more sideway. & on the edge! Super dangerous. Actually, I had slept in this manner a few times. Nothing happened.

But Saturday morning, Cayden was crying. & I got panicked. Normally I would hear their movements but probably I was dead tired that Friday so I SLEPT soundly. I fell from my bed as I turned to attend to Cayden, forgetting that I was on the edge. Directly sat on the floor. From there onwards, my back ached again. I was telling Jann that I haven't even started my SAHM life yet & here comes my backache. Ha... I wonder how to survive through out. ;p

My back seems to get worse as Cayenne insists I carry her whenever she wants. & I slowly wanted to take over from my helper to handle Cayden's milk feeds & sleeping. But this Cayenne always come and disturb. So in the end, my Darling Cayden gotta to be the "passing baton" from my arms to either to Daddy's or to the helper's.

Sorry, Darling Cayden.

Mummy's Thoughts - Part 17

十二月十一日... ... ...

A day which I cannot forget. A day filled with tears, crying, hugging, 佛歌, relatives, friends, neighbours, colleagues etc... ;(

Till now, every time I think of my Mother. My tears will flow. Memories of past will flash out page by page...

Felt like screaming.

Yesterday after 2 years, I stepped into 光眀山 temple to pray my Mother. Brought her granddaughter whom she had no chance to see, carry, hug, to visit her. Initially only let Cayenne pray her GrandMother outside, as Cayenne is very "pantang". Scare later she gets into her fussy, cranky moods. So I went inside to visit my Mother with my brother and Sister-in-law. Tears simply flowed out while I was walking down the stairs... My heart really cannot take it. Kept telling myself. Don't cry. Don't cry. But I'm an useless person. My tears simply flowed out. Got worse when I saw my Mother's picture. Argh!

Dennis brought Cayenne inside. He told me Cayenne wanted to follow and come in. So he let her in. I think since Cayenne wanted to come in, I carried her and showed her her GrandMother. Cayenne is very good girl, asked her to pray, she immediately put her two hands together and pray.

This fateful day which i wished that it had never happened, but impossible. According to buddhism, I should be happy that my Mother was freed of suffering. Free of the human desires, unhappiness & sadness. I still cannot do it. Am trying but every time feel very 心痛.

Our lives have moved on of cos, but life is never the same anymore.

More Pictures! 25th January 2010, Monday

My Darling Cayden can sit on his own!

Wanted to take photo of Cayden but my Cayenne "k k" moved her butt nearer and nearer to Cayden. Haha... She made everyone at home laughed with her actions.

Tired, lying on Daddy's

Engrossing with the iphone.

Weather was super warm yesterday. So changed Cayden's clothes to much bigger and more sexy top. Haha... Aunt Jann was saying, "Wa... So sexy ah, off shoulder, might as well don't wear." Haha...

My Lovable Double Cs, 23rd January 2010, Saturday

My ever chubby smiling Cayden!

P/S. Mummy May, can you recognise this set of clothes that Cayden is wearing? They are from Ervin! Keke... Thanks dear again for all the lovely clothes! ;)

My Darling Cayenne super engrossed in the cartoon.

Evening, Daddy brought our Darlings and my Dad to Bukit Timah area for dinner.

Before set off, took some pictures of Cayenne. This young lady insisted on putting her sunglasses.

Taiwanese food.

Had to finish our dinner fast. WHY? Sigh... Who else but my Attitude Chua. Always "create trouble" during meal times! I seriously can't wait for her to get over her terrible twos & grow up! ;p

22nd January 2010, Friday

This day marked a special moment in my life. It's the closing chapter of my career (Err... Do I have a career? ;p) & a NEW beginning of my SAHM life. ;)

On Friday, I was very happy & looking so forward to 6pm. FYI, I was on the way to work when I had this feeling. Haha... Couldn't wait to get out of the working life & "sink" myself into the SAHM club. Hope I have the capability and patience to be a SAHM.

Goodbye, dear Liying & dear Helen, my colleagues. Goodbye, International Plaza. Most importantly, Goodbye, WORK. Keke... ;p

Not to say I don't have to work anymore. My new jobscope is taking care of my Double Cs. ;)

This job is an endless commitment & responsibility that I have to shoulder towards my Double Cs.

Hope I can be a good patient Mummy for my Double Cs.

Cayden's Video Clips

Darling Cayenne

Pictures taken while on the way to Lily's place this morning.

Darling Cayden

"Biting" Time!

"Sexy" Pictures!
Where got sexy...

Showing off thighs...

You can't see... You can't see...

You can see now! Haha... ;p

Darling Cayden is 6 months old today!

His pale face

Can spot any difference or unusual on my Darling Cayden? ... ... ... ...

He didn't smile!!! ;(

Cos he was sick. *Heartpain*

A relaxing Sunday

Dennis got golf game in the afternoon, so I'm left with Double Cs again. Hee... Must really get used to this kind of life soon & for the 1st time (after so long) that we didn't go out during the weekend. Not used to it man. ;p


Lucky morning Mummy May brought her Double Es over, at least got some "excitement". Haha...

After that, a boring Sunday afternoon for us. But at least I and my Double Cs got to nap at least 2 hours. After that, my brother and family came over for dinner. And as usual, the kids were WILD playing. Err... When I said the kids were WILD playing, it was ANDRE & CAYENNE, excluding Aaron.



Haha... Aaron is too "old" to join the the two young ones in their silly games. ;p
My as usual chubby little boy! ;)

A Surprise Visit from Mummy May & her lovely Double Es!

Finally our Doubles met! Mummy May brought her Darlings over for a short while on 17th January 2010, Sunday Morning. ;)

When I saw Erlene, oh boy! She is such a sweetie cutie pie!!! Very sweet girl! & of cos very girl girl! Smart boy Ervin is such a darling as well, greeted everyone! Very well mannered!
Double Es - Ervin & Erlene

Double Es are really very very cute & I like the way Mummy May asked her Darling Son & the way he responded. Hmm... I'm waiting for my turn man! Can't wait to hold a proper conversation (I mean 2 way conversation) with my Double Cs! Keke...

Oh ya, thanks May for all the presents you bought for my Double Cs & the clothes for Cayden! I "desperately" need as Cayden's clothes are super limited! Hee...
Trying to get their attention. Difficult.