Went to Airport AGAIN! 03rd October 09, Saturdaty Night

We went Airport again! To send Aunt Jann off to Switzerland, Paris & Dubai!!! So envy!

Mummy & Cayenne were thinking "Hmm... When will be our turn? ... ... ..." ;p

Shopping again on 26th September 09, Saturday Evening

Brought Cayenne to meet Jann @ Centrepoint, Orchard on last Saturday, 26th September 09. It was quite late (IMO) as the time was already 6plus when we left home. Missed the bus and thought we were going to be late (an excuse. Cos Mummy was feeling hot. ;p) so we took a cab. Boy! The cab fare was super expensive! $17.80!!!

Cayenne started to get look for something once we were inside the cab. I thought she wanted drink. No. Oh then must be her "chou chou". No. Oh gosh, I knew what she wanted instead. Her personal box of biscuits which I always bring whenever we go out. But this time I totally forgotten. Cos I hid the biscuits where she couldn't find. She has been munching alot on biscuits which I don't like. So I restrict her from biscuits.

Had to pacify her again in the cab, fearing that she might cause a nuisance. Made me prepare a milk feed & in the end didn't want to drink. Was quite fed up with this girl. Always made me prepared milk to be thrown away. She thought her parents are rich. But too bad, she isn't borned into a rich family! Ha...

Started to get cranky & I tried to distract her by asking her where were the trees, birds, bus, car, taxi etc. She replied me but still feeling cranky. Even told her that we were going to her favourite place - McDonalds! That pacified her ABIT. The last resort I used is kept singing the "I Love You" song from Barney DVDs. She immediately quietened down. Seemed like recalling the scenes from the DVDs. Haha... Well, I didn't mind to sing non stop as long as she could stop making a scene in public!

Finally reached Centrepoint. Quickly went to McDonalds & let her feast on her favourite fries! Fed her some fillet-0-fish burger too. I even let her tried on the garlic chilli sauce. She found it abit spicy I think cos Jann & I saw her tongue sticking out abit after trying. But she is a daring girl, kept dipping her fries into the chilli sauce and tasted it. So in the end, I went to take some ketchup. She tried abit, didn't like it. She preferred the garlic chilli sauce!

Dipping fries into the garlic chilli sauce

After that, we accompanied Aunt Jann to buy long john. Cayenne was so helpful to help Aunt Jann to take. & busy running around, laughing away. Some robinson staff even stopped to talk to her and some also smiled when they saw Cayenne laughing away so happily.

& what did I do? I had to kept going after her, scared that she might knocked over some sharp edges or got lost. & I was basically like an auntie "screaming" away. "Cayenne ah, dun run so fast." "Cayenne ah, wait." "Cayenne ah, stop." Well, those were my sentences during our short shopping trip!

Aunt Jann commented that Cayenne was like 被释放的小鸟! Mummy thought so too!!! Cayenne kept running around & giggling non stop!

We shopped till around 9pm, decided to go home as Mummy missed her boy. Felt so guilty for not able to bring Cayden out. Though I was out with Cayenne, my heart kept missing my little boy.

Yummy!

Jann suggested to bring Cayenne for McDonald's breakfast on 05th September 09, Saturday. Decided to go to BP Plaza as I needed to buy her milk formula. 1st time that I had to remember by heart to get her milk formula, diapers as well as Cayden's. Usually I just browse through their "stock level" & merely tell Dennis, "Oh milk left one pack, diaper one pack" etc. Dennis will do the job of buying and most importantly, carrying them! ;p

Guess I've been taking Dennis for granted. Hee...
Waiting for the "Green Man" Signal

With Aunt Jann

While waiting for her favourite food

With Mummy.. Hmm... Like not so happy?
Happy to receive a balloon from McDonald's Auntie a.k.a. staff ;p

1st Sunday without Dennis around

Phew... Things were better on 30th August 09, Sunday. Lucky me! ;)

Woke up to feed Cayden @ 6am, thought of going back to my dreamland again. Saw Cayenne was hungry, quickly prepared her milk. Was thinking, "Gosh, after feed, Cayenne sure don't want to sleep. Then I'll have to keep her entertained." Taking care and entertaining kids are no joke. Quite or should I say very taxing! Haha...

Well, Lucky again. She dozed back to her dreamland after feed. Decided not to sleep, better went to pump milk before my Double Cs fully awake. After that, managed to have my breakfast this time. ;)

Bathed Cayenne when Cayden was having his milk. This time, no struggle from Cayenne when diaper wearing time. You know why? It was because I let her wear the pull up pants! She preferred this to the diaper.

Overall the whole day was great. Cayenne had been watching her favourite Barney DVDs & Elmo's. She kept Aunt Jann busy while watching. Kept asking Aunt Jann to change the DVDs. She wanted to play the DVD player. Take out one disc and put another one in. Play. Short while later, asked Aunt Jann to change again. After that, changed again. Really made Aunt Jann 没空. Haha...

1st Saturday without Dennis around...

Had an extremely BUSY SHACKED TIRED Saturday. No joke. Woke up ard 6.30am & been "working" non-stop till 9pm. Arghh...

I shouldn't have stated 6.30am woke up, since I gotta to handle Cayden during the midnight. Haha...

Well anyway, nowadays Cayenne is like a koala to me. Have to carry her if go downstairs & even @ home, Jann wanted to bring her go downstairs to at least let me had a short breather also cannot. Initially she wanted to go but as I needed to talk to Jann about something, Cayenne saw me (They were already outside the gate & Cayenne wanted Jann to carry her) & refused to go down with Jann. Kept holding onto the gate. Sigh...

This young lady lately very strange. Don't want to wear her diapers. Kinda of use alittle harsh tone and force on her. "Ah..." She cried. Cayenne is such a Missy, alittle bit will cry or scream. Can't stand her man! Worse is that those are fake cries and screams...

So today got "scolded" by me at least 3 times? Or more? Felt so tired, really. So many things on hand that I have to take care of. I handled Cayenne mostly while my helper took care of Cayden. But on and off, I still gotta to care for my son right. Just couldn't let my helper do all the job right. & on top of that, I need to supervise and TRAIN my helper to be multi-task in order not to waste time. Time to me now is simply too precious! Haha...

Busy till 12pm then took my breakfast! Could you believe that?! & my lunch... 3plus in the afternoon. Dinner is normal time 7plus in the evening...

Conclusion of my 1st Saturday without Dennis around (TO HELP of cos) : I almost went "mad"! ;p Lucky Jann was around to help me with my 2 kids. Thanks, Jann! Really appreciated your help.

Am thinking right now... Am I cut to be a SAHM? Hmm...